today is a very sad day for me..........

1) parents quarrelled over small stuffs...
2) cant go out with my learlear..
3) learlear feels that i din make an effort to spend time with him..
4) learlear feels that he loves me more than i love him.. i dun teng him...
5) i realised that none of my frens treat me as their gd frens....
6)i feel that i dun have any gd frens..... no one to confine it.... no one to tell my problems to ....
7) listening to sad songs with very sad thoughts in my mind..
8) thinking issit i din put in enough effort to make learlear happy
9)very confused...
10) very sian....
11) feels like crying...

WHy is mY LIFe like this? wat shld i do???? urgh!!!!!!!